I’ll evaluate my feelings and realize I love her and want things to work out, but feel emotionally exhausted because she may start a fight about one thing but it ends up taking up an entire day. She’ll be pissy/ unhappy for days on end. Well talk about it in retrospect and she said well... it’s cause you did this and this and you gave up and checked out.. and I’ll say ya, I went out w my friends and didn’t want to spend the day with you and I was checked out but it was because I was absolutely miserable being in the house still.
Love Teens..thank you taken care of(y)
Originally Posted by b_0
He has talked about marriage because he needs a green card.
Mainly because of the more riskier things he is looking at (a desensitization of sorts) and that he is keeping it a secret, not just because he wants it to be personal but also because he knows it would hurt someone. ie. Me.
But that's not the end of it. After fighting a long battle to try to fix things, it culminated this last couple weeks when I gave her a Christmas card with a very sweet note telling her that her presence and voice makes my heart melt, and she really appreciated it and invited me to her friend's NYE party (her friend that works with us, and has been helping her through this since she is pretty young and not too socially adept) and it was obvious that she had wanted to have sex that night. And to be honest for those two days preceding the party we were very anxious in anticipation and she didn't leave me alone when I got there. But after a little while, her friend told her to come to another room and play some drinking game with her, probably thinking it would be a turn-off if she was by me all night long. And at that point the ideation of rejection/failure and drawing parallels that didn't really exist (connecting the scenario to previous times I've been hurt) started to occur, and I just felt so uncomfortable that I told her I had to leave early after a little while, to her disappointment. I went home and after the realization hit me, I cried my eyes out and after staying up all night long thinking about everything I decided I was going to tell her the next day at work that I would like to hang out and watch a movie together this weekend...but then she called in the next two days and I haven't heard/seen her since, so I have to assume that she is just as devastated as I am. It is now that I understand the depth of my issue. Never before have I been as excited about getting physically intimate as I was, but like others like me, the anticipation/suggesting etc. didn't actually do any good. I've only been able to be physically intimate on my terms, if I feel 100% comfortable, at least for the first time. So I have, it's just that if there is any tiny sign of expectation on her part, even letting me know 100% that she wants it, and I do as well, it just doesn't happen
don,t we just love school girls
Personally I would try and avoid getting involved in messy situations like this.
One other weird thing I saw was on a MS bulletin, in response to a question re: whether he was single/in a relationship/engaged/married...he put "It's complicated - haha." WTF does that mean?
I don't even know what to type.
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